Masquerade

I’m tired of the mask
I’m sickened and appalled by it
But to remove it will leave me naked and vulnerable
Can I bear to be without it?
I want very much to
I do not know
Will I ever find out?

I’m trying
Bit by bit
It’s scary, it’s hard
But maybe, it'll be fine
And just maybe, I'll like it

There were times where i just get so tired of being someone i'm not..
i tend to keep to myself alot and it seems like there's this invisible barrier around me..

Feeling trapped and suffocated
Cant breathe
Then I realised
its not there at all
I created that barrier
I put it there
Why?
Out of fear of course
Out of the lack of confidence
Silly me, thinking the barrier could protect me
Oh how silly I was
For it also kept all the wonderful things from me